Sunday, May 11, 2008

Listening to the silence!

I've often wondered how we walk through the lanes of life, how the priorities keep on changing as we move ahead. Sometimes we don’t see anything in dark but still find our way out. I believe in "that" force which is driving us.

As a child, my ultimate desire at EOD had always been to convince mum for letting us play a little longer in the evening. She used to sit along with us for finishing the homework and we three innocently looking at each other used to plan "something" for getting out of the room...i guess thats when i started liking cricket so much. The priority was to play (come wat may be...). :-) I had my favourite subjects in school...and today i think it was all because of my teachers. I never liked my History ma'am (not that i hated her...please mind it!! :P ) and thats why i never liked this subject also. I was the favourite student of my maths and english teachers and therefore those were "the interesting" subjects too: P :P. So it depends a lot on the teachers to develop that likeliness in the subject (deep thought........). Then there were times when i became a true Indian, a patriotic heart which used to cry so much thinking of our freedom fighters. All the 15th aug and 26th Jan movies on Doordarshan were a must must watch. The priority had changed a bit. With time, studies were on peak and the "career" too. That competition, those thoughts of doing something...changed the priorities too. Knowingly...unknowingly there was something to achieve. And later the final entry into the world, the college…. and with time a job in hand! At every point of time, there was an aim, a faith which like an infection was easy to catch and impossible to stamp out.

With all the personal and professional experiences, i've witnessed the "me"...myself; and m no less than proud of it!! :-)

I dream of getting a restful sleep "every" night, waking up refreshed and invigorated...a dream to live in a landscape which would resound with an eloquent silence under the inverted bowl of the sky where you share your experiences with ur loved ones, where u "live" ur life!!!

There are many milestones to cross, many desires to be fulfilled, many hopes to keep up, many aims to achieve!!!