Every human being has his/her own unique life story and cycles of good+bad days. Such smooth roads and tough patches help us question our belief systems and molds us into either a stronger or a weaker person. I, being a God-believer, rests my support system on Him and constantly seeks ways to absorb the intensity of the situation. Of late, I have been noticing a pattern emerging in all those incidences. At a macro level - my life is the reflection of my experiences & what I perceive is important in my life...meaning the current state is the result of my thoughts. If I believed in certain principles and wanted to abide by them strongly, then I was presented with situations, which tested those beliefs and I decided to stick to what I wanted to.
I often wonder how sometimes things happen the way I want and sometimes they dont. Why those hunches give me a satisfaction of taking the right decision. What are those hunches or instincts? Is God showing me the way or is it only a self-proclaimed voice coming from inside? Is it always correct or is that the opinion of my own belief system? I just lied down yesterday and tried to listen to all the voices around. I could hear that noise coming out of lifts of my apartment, someone's laugh, bird talks, loud brakes of cars/bikes etc. And then everything started settling down. I could hear my stomach making some noises and then it became all silent. There was peace and I started pondering over my problems. Yet after thinking about all that - there was a serenity around. I stopped thinking about my stuff and was silent. Core-silence .... It was amazing ... and then the door-bell rang and I woke up.I must be the laziest person on this planet not to indulge in this silence luxury on a daily basis. I have become a multi-tasking queen these days - not something I feel proud of though because it is making me busy with no time to "think". Got to discipline myself. High time to do that.
Questioning our own belief system might lead us to correct what is not and perhaps I could hear those instincts more clearly & loudly as I spend more time with them.
I often wonder how sometimes things happen the way I want and sometimes they dont. Why those hunches give me a satisfaction of taking the right decision. What are those hunches or instincts? Is God showing me the way or is it only a self-proclaimed voice coming from inside? Is it always correct or is that the opinion of my own belief system? I just lied down yesterday and tried to listen to all the voices around. I could hear that noise coming out of lifts of my apartment, someone's laugh, bird talks, loud brakes of cars/bikes etc. And then everything started settling down. I could hear my stomach making some noises and then it became all silent. There was peace and I started pondering over my problems. Yet after thinking about all that - there was a serenity around. I stopped thinking about my stuff and was silent. Core-silence .... It was amazing ... and then the door-bell rang and I woke up.I must be the laziest person on this planet not to indulge in this silence luxury on a daily basis. I have become a multi-tasking queen these days - not something I feel proud of though because it is making me busy with no time to "think". Got to discipline myself. High time to do that.
Questioning our own belief system might lead us to correct what is not and perhaps I could hear those instincts more clearly & loudly as I spend more time with them.
4 comments:
yes silence is a blessing.the more you feel it, the more you realize.treat urself with it daily..and see the difference.
trust me n God bless.
and u don't need to listen to God.he is inside everything.just stop and connect to urself and u will feel the divinity in everything..with u n for u
@Rimps - thank you. I always like the way we connect intellectually ... meaning how you understand my thoughts so clearly :)
Your thots are divine ! Divine as you are ! Peter
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